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Fair enough. I've been gone for what let's be honest here-a year?
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I haven't been honest with you. Yeah I said I've been busy. I started grad school. I'm working. I am busy. But that's not the reason I've been mum here. And now that I am busy. Now that I'm starting a career that makes you take a long hard look at your own shit I can't turn my head in the other direction. I can try. That's why I haven't written. Really written. Because Seeking Calhoun ski partner not notching a bedpost single women who want sex you I can't lie.
And boy have I Mww looking for male lying or trying to lie. So here it is Internet, The Musician and I well I don't even know how to complete that sentence. We're limping along and I'm not sure I want to limp anymore.
But it shouldn't be. It should be two people in love. Isn't that all you need? You need passion. And direction. And attraction. And goals. And mutual interests. I only know on the surface. I could be happy with him. We could have a great life. But my bones would always be saying what if?
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And that's what makes you check into seedy hotels on your lunch break and do things you'll regret. As of now we're still together. But I have to be honest with you and say I'm not sure how much longer that will be. Ps-What does it mean that as soon as I hit publish the sound of settling came on my pandora? I've been thinking a lot about marriage lately. The Musician and I will have been together two years in October.
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Why is the big white dress and marriage certificate necessary? And why is it, in this day and age, that my worth as a woman is tied to whether ssx not I'm married? No sooner than had I gotten my college diploma did the questions started coming.
Are you seeing anyone? Do you think he's the one? Are you married? Never how's your job? That's so great you bought a house at Congrats on that promotion. It doesn't matter what I do. How successful I am.
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Or fabulous and in a serious long term committed relationship but not married? A and I had a long conversation last nite about whether it's nature or nurture that make us yearn for that life long commitment.
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That's why most relationships crack under pressure, I think — they're not built to fix us. We're supposed to fix them.
If Russell is right that religion Sekeing the last place notcing go to if you're looking for God, then perhaps marriage is the last place to go to if you're looking for love. I think it's wise to say that until I fix myself I have no business donning that white dress. And that's ok. I can be happy AND in love without a wedding band. And it doesn't cheapen me or what the Musician and I have.Sex Dating In Beatrice Alabama
PS-Internet how do you feel about marriage? Are you for it? Again it? Why do you want or not want to get married? There's a saying, "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. This article would argue that's, "the stupidest thing ever said by a smart person," and no indication of insanity whatsoever but of experimentation.
I have been doing the same thing over and over with The Musician, with my life, with my work. And here I am.
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No new results and half insane. I feel like I did when I was a child trying to fit my yellow Playskool triangle into the rectangular hole. Whine as I might it just wasn't going to go.
I have a habit of picking up men that need to be saved, much like that hokey but true little story about the starfish thrower.
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There was the Southern Gentleman who I nursed through his knob year. There was the Writer I got partndr college. Walter who I found a new job for. The Fling who I got his high school sweetheart back for him. I know it's not saving the world but damn I've made some mighty fine catches out of otherwise useless fish.
But this is getting old. Repeating over and over again the same notchng thing. I'm ready to hook one for good instead of running up and down the beach breathing life back into the ones half dead and rotting. The ones no one else wants and stink to high Adult id check sites. once you pick them up.
There's a reason they're flopping around on the sand.